Well some will understand and some will not I liked farrah i had her hair back in the day lol. Her life as portrayed on TV recently going through cancer hit me so close to my heart, because I was there, been there, done that, been in the scanning machines, had needles stuck in me, had the bucket in front of me peuking, was so weak I couldnt do the things i loved. I looked at my son like she looked at hers like it was the last time Id get to gaze upon his face. I watched about her life and she inspires me she didnt cry when she lost her hair, I did. But thats ok and I have learned its ok she faced death and so did I, I was spared she wasnt, I dont know why, sometimes I feel guilty when I hear of yet another dying from this damn cancer and I am still here. I have had to learn to accept the things that cant be changed and what God has in mind for me I still dont know I just go along the journey and hope i can make a difference in the world around me ...Farrah rest with angels....
